だからさ、お前は俺の友達だ。

Hello everyone . Apologies for not posting for a very long time , have been very busy with studies , and some celebrations x) Anyway , readers don't be surprised with that guy's photo ! That guy is then the one who should be surprised x) Don't misunderstand ! I'm not gay ! He's not gay ! We're not gay !!! LOLS ! This silly boy is going to court tomorrow , not the furniture store la dumbos ! He's facing 7 charges , and could be sentenced to a maximum of 3 years in boys' home or a minimum 15months probation . As clear as the blue skies , I'm praying for him that he will get the lightest sentence , after all he's still young . Anybody able to figure out his age ? As grey it may seem , he's just 14 only , and he still have a long way ahead . Sometimes I wonder , why did God create life . "一失足成千古恨", literally meaning a mistake leads to thousand years of hatred . However I'd like to replace the word hatred to regrets . A mistake leads to thousand years of regret , imagine how terrible that feeling is ? Sometimes when we do things , we don't think thoroughly , and when something bad happens , we hope that we could turn back time . Isn't it true that we always say "if only" , instead of "what if" ? In any case , here's some words for you :

No matter what verdict you receive later on today , it doesn't matter , tell yourself . As long as you're determine to changed , it doesn't matter . Don't hate it , accept it . You said family comes first , so don't ever make your mum cry for you again . You said she is a normal mother , think again . I think that she's a noble mum , don't you agree ? No matter what background you have , don't you agree that you still hold the very choice for your own decisions ? It's good that you wanna study , but don't study for the sake of studying , I'd rather you go do something else more meaningful . You're not alone , you have people around you , and you should know who are really there for you . Stay positive like you always are =) Because I still wanna bully you this dua pai kia ^^ Wish you all the best yea ? Why ?

だからさ、お前は俺の友達だ。

No reason , because it's Charles doing what he can =)

Smile =)

Precenting feelings

Before I start my post , enjoy this video =D The classical pac man xP

Hilarious isn't it ? Even though it's kind of stupid , but yea it has wonderful entertaining effect x) During my macroeconomics lecture , I found out that Vanuatu is the country with he highest happiness index . I must say I'm pretty amazed from the video clip my teacher showed me , but I have no idea where she got it from , so I shall just show you this video on Vanuatu =) I hope it's relevant =x

Well , from my lecture , I learnt that they can actually use animal skulls to pay school fees O.o While seashells work just like money , if you need money , just go to the beach to pick them =D Maybe because people there do not care about the value of money , so it's pretty stress free , it's a good thing tho =) Anyway , let me share with your how my lunch and dinner portion are like normally xP

My lunch - Slice Fish soup , Teriyaki Salmon with rice x)

Dinner - Honey grilled teriyaki chicken , mash potato , glazed carrot , slice fish soup and butter rice =D But hey I'm not fat ok ! Actually I'm quite thin x.x But doesn't matter I must be confident of my figure no matter how it is like =P But I really wanna grow fatter =x

Went to Thai Express forlunch yesterday . I ate this Shrimp paste fried rice , the taste is quite unique , but I don't really like it =x But not bad la =)

Not just a random photo , it has its purpose =D Doubt anyone will notice =3= Prove me wrong alright ? x)

Went to buy so many things yesterday x.x My Shower foam , my shampoo , my toothpaste , my dinner , hehs =x Not forgetting .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELVIN =D I'm sorry that the outing was cancelled , however I hope you've enjoyed your day celebrating with the others =) May your wishes come true , especially THAT wish ^^

Anyway .. To somebody .. Regarding yesterday .. I appreciate that you skipped your lesson out of busy schedules to meet me , but don't lie to me about it . It is a small lie , but this is not my main concern . Maybe because you think it's a small lie , and it was for me , so it's alright to lie about it . I don't want you to lie or think that way or maybe make it a habit to lie to me over small things just like that . If something big were to happen , are you going to lie your way through ? I've told you before , I loathe liars . Once people lie they'll only give me the impression that they'll lie to me again , and again , and again . Work hard for your priorities alright ? I'll be supporting you =)

PuzzlE-d

Yet another post =) Thank you readers for checking out my blog regularly ! I'm amazed that there are actually people out there who always visits my blog , some even asked me to blog more often x) I also have unexpected readers in my blog =x Once again thank you all my readers =D Have been so tired nowadays , however also happy at the same time . Tired happily ? Happily tired ? Oh well . Look ! A big moth I've captured with my new 12.1 megapixels Satio phone camera =D A pity that my 12.1 megapixels Satio phone camera does not have the zoom function T.T But since it's 12.1 megapixels , maybe I'll just zoom in manually using the computer , the effect should be the same or better I guess =x I simply love my Sony Ericsson Satio xD

Went to Manhattan's fish market with Eugene for lunch last week . It was my first visit . Had a really delightful meal there , saw Shawn working there as well , quite cool to have my classmate serve me x) I ordered Teriyaki Salmon set meal along with Butter Mussels , Eugene ordered fish and chips . You know what , ordering the butter mussels was one of the best decisions in life ! It also proves to me that butter is the best , nicest ingredients in the world , exactly what the movie , Julie and Julia , says . Besides the teriyaki salmon , whatever I eat , I'll dip it into that butter sauce , simply heavenly , magnificento ~ Look I've been telling you all how fantastic the butter sauce is , that I left out other stuffs . The teriyaki salmon tasted not bad , above average standard for me =) Well I had a bite of the fish and chips , somehow it tastes like the one from Fish & Co , no harm giving it a try =) As we were eating I suddenly thought of this , why is Manhattan's fish market called Manhattan's fish market when they don't have the restaurant itself in Manhattan ? If I'm not wrong Eugene asked the manager and said that because it's a general term for the market of something ~ Anyway , I've fell in love with their butter mussels , it's simply irresistable , even Eugene agree that it's heavenly =D Sorry I got so carried away with talking to my mummy pig , cause it's been a long time since I've chatted with her , and you were sitting there feeling unwell , so sorry .

Ben & Jerry's =D My 2nd visit here x) I ordered the one with the brownie , intriguingly I like the brownie more than the ice cream =x But then it's too chocolatety already not good for my throat , however I still finished it =x

Last friday accompanied Marcus Chye to cut and dye his hair for a free dinner =D Well the result isn't that obvious unless seen under the sun then you can obvious the difference in colour . Went to Lava Rock for western food . It's my 2nd visit there , and I must say their western food is marvellous , equivalent to restaurant standard . Sadly I didn't take any photos for it , maybe next time :D For now , experience their wonderful western dishes while I take photos on my next dishes . This is their chocolate fondue , comes along with an add on of $3.50 for meals with soup of the day and garlic bread =D All I can say is , I love the chocolate x) I don't like the combination of chocolate and banana =x

Alright , reaching the final segment of the post =) Went to Billy Bombers for dinner last saturday with Michelle , Eugene and his mum . It's my 2nd visit there since I last visited several months ago =) There's this 1 for 1 deal which was really worth it . The last time I came there wasn't such deal and we paid so much for so little , but it was someone's treat =x Anyway , I ordered the Fresh Catch of the day , which was Grilled Salmon , and it tasted heavenly . Unlike other Salmon I ate in most restaurants , their Salmon always have one side which is quite hard , but this is different . There's no hard sides and it's meat is so tender and smooth , it's like the salmon is swimming in your mouth =x Hahas , I wonder if I'm being a little to exaggerated , but it really tasted really nice , as compared to many restaurants I've been to xP

Eugene ordered the Sirloin Steak . Hehs . I don't really know how to eat beef and lamb . Before I continue , do not laugh at me alright ! To me , beef has the smell of cow milk , while lamb has the smell of lamb milk =x That's how they taste like to me =x

We also ordered 2 of this Mixed Grill , which consists of chicken , fish , pork sausage , bacon , egg , mash potato , brocoli and carrot as Eugene's mum wanted to eat something with more varieties , and also for us to share among ourselves . If I didn't remember wrongly , this was what I ordered during my previous visit . Michelle ordered waffle with strawberry cheesecake ice cream , also something I ordered my previous visit , hehs , I remembered I was sharing it with someone xP After our meals we ordered a banana split ice cream =) Not forgetting , sincerely thank Eugene's mother for this wonderful dinner =D

Time for some of my thoughts .. So sad to see the way some people treat me , despite what I've done for them . However , I feel more pathetic for the way human are , rather than being sad . I'm not trying to criticize every human beings here , but however I hope that my small little voice could reach out to those incorrigibles out there to treasure this seemingly small yet significant thing call friendship . Hmmm .. So surprised to find out that my dear emo already has a stead , and I only just found out about it =3= Oh well , wish her all the best =) Unlike me .. I'm at loss .. I can't express myself well , I don't know what to do .. Haiz .. Lastly , I'm looking forward to this Sunday , even though I anticipated it may not be a happy day . I wonder how many people will remember this day , how many people will even bother to .. Maybe I should learn to be contented with what I have than to hope for more . Takecares =)

I love November x)

Yet another week has passed since I last updated my blog . Well I realise the difference between last semester and this semester is that I've been doing my tutorials =) School is so tiring . Oh I realised that I havent been sleeping much during lectures and tutorials =D It's a good sign , maybe because I've been eating where I got my energy from my food to keep myself awake x)

Anyway , remember to say grace everytime before you eat alright ? Look ! It's Secret Recipe's famous marble cheese cake xD For some reason I've been addicted to cheese , but the problem is that , there are some kind of cheese I don't like but somehow the cheese I've been eating is making me fall in love with it . I ordered new york cheese cake if I'm not wrong where part of it is chocolate and it taste really nice along with the cheese cake . Well I don't really eat cheese cake , but I think I do from now on xP

Tada ! Sakae Teppanyaki ;) To think of it the first time I ate teppanyaki somewhere earlier this year in amk hub x) Wellmaybe because it's teppanyaki , it has its own unique teppanyaki taste xP I don't really like to eat bean sprout , but however I don't really dislike teppanyaki bean sprout , maybe because of the way it's cooked and the flavourings xP Cost around $34 for 2 person , not bad la x)

While I was waiting for everything to be served , the hungry guy beside me already started eating ! Look there's fish , scallop , chicken , and bean curd .

Time for something sweet ! Girls focus on the cotton candy ! We got this free cotton candy and popcorn , while the popcorn was ok , the cotton candy was like atrocious =3= It was like "shedding hair" when I was gonna take a photo of it , and it practically dirties my pants , my shoes , and my hand =3= Well no complaints , it's free !

Alright this is the ice cream for the sakae teppanyaki , vanilla flavour with bits of chocolate inside , I like x)

Time to do some blood donation ! Where in our life we always we always complain that we don't have this , we don't have that , but we have never thought that what we have is more than what some people don't have . In order words , we should treasure our life even more , not taking it lightly .

I didn't donate blood too , he was afraid that I will faint =3= I wasn't mentally prepared too . I already lost lots of blood x.x

Went to manpuku again and ate this =) Teriyaki chicken , salmon , eel , scallop , egg and rice =) Cost around $13 , quite worth it =)

Tada ! I finally bought my new phone ! Sony Ericsson Satio ! It cost $628 with a 2 years student plan , it comes along with a 8gb micro sd memory card , hope it doesn't lag the phone x.x I'm happy definitely , I wonder if my dad even realise that my birthday is 2weeks away . Hmmm .. and I still have to pay $200 for my phone T.T Then maybe on my birthday he'll say the phone is my present ~.~ But anyway , I'm contented =) Also , I've signed a new line , whoever sees this please ask me for my new number yea =D

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Alright , people always say I'm a camwhore , but no ! I'm not ! At least I don't think I am , I'm normal =) So I shall post pictures of this guy to attract more female viewers :D I'm smart ain't I ? Don't get too smitten over him alright ? He's already taken , but don't feel sad , you all still can make friends with him x)
To the guy in the photo : Nah I've posted something interesting in my blog :D Surprise ? I could have taken more , but too bad I'm slow =3=
Alright everyone that's all for today's post , takecares =)

One week after ~

It's been one week since school reopened . I've been forcing myself to eat everyday . Maybe force isn't the correct word , I'm eating willingly , happily . For breakfast I've been eating McDonalds =D The only thing I'll eat for McDonalds breakfast is Egg McMuffin =)

Recently there's this McDonalds Singapore monopoly game labels thingy . I thought that if I collect the 3 different pieces and I'll get to win the prizes , but actually I'll still have to go through the lucky draw first . Geez .. Well KFC's breakfast isn't that bad as well , I realise I love this Twister Roll ( Original Recipe ) . But sadly there's no KFC in school , I'd have to make my way somewhere else first before I proceed to school if I wanna eat KFC for breakfast . Well well .. I've seen all my lecturers and tutors , and I don't like one of them , her name is Sandra Teo , she's my macroeconomics tutor =3= My classmates call her Umbridge , some kind of "guai lan" teacher from Harry Potter ?

I saw this while reading my statistic lecture notes . It's kind of epic to see that Data = Truth + Randomness , which I thought was pretty random . Actually I thought that among all my teachers , my Effective Writing Skills tutor and my Statistic Lecturer seems to be the nicer ones . However my classmates doesn't seem to like my Statistics teacher . Kelvin said he's a really good teacher , I feel the same way .

I've finally cut my nails =D Don't be disgusted by the photo , it's just human nails . I feel so happy that I've cut my nails , and no I have not been keep my nails intentionally , nor have I been polishing them or whatsoever . It's like it's easier to type , easier to play audition , however I can't open a can without my nails =x

My character is so cool ~

Hmmm .. What do you think it is ? Looks like a globe but it's not a globe =) But it's definitely something which holds memories :D Shall continue to blog about it later =) Stay tuned .

School Reopens !

On saturday went to Ion Orchard =) Bringing my dad and my sis there for the first time . Showed them around Ion Orchard , but it's just plainly walking around . You know why ? Because my dad couldn't possibly buy anything there for us , or not he'll start saying this and that is expensive , and I simply can't stand that embarassment =x So yep if I were to buy anything , I'd have to save my OWN money , NOT because I'm rich =3= Anyway , after walking around , we decided to eat something . I wanted to go to my favourite japanese restaurant , Watami , but it has a unwaitable long queue =3= So we decided to settle down in the Food Opera .

Went to buy Each a Cup bubble tea =) Double Chocolate Ice Blended with Whipped Cream . Seriously love Each a Cup bubble tea , compared to other bubble tea shops . Then I went to buy my favourite Peking duck =) $6 for 5 pieces , but I think it's worth the money .

After that as my dad brings my sister to find the bubble tea shop , he ordered satays and chicken wings and gave me this werid thingy . Any idea what this is ?

It's an alarm card xD Well it rang while I was sitting alone for quite a long time , but I can't possible leave my seat right ? What if someone elses were to take away my seat =3= It ain't easy to get seats especially on a saturday . As I look at the alarmcard flashing and vibrating , I felt an urge to summon my dad and my sister back =3= I'm hungry ! But I still waited patiently anyway .

Look what my dad bought for my sister O.O My Double Chocolate Ice Blended seems more than her dunno what Chocolate drink =3= Mine only cost $3.20 , while hers cost $7.90 ! Thinking about it now , how come I didn't sample her drink =3= Anyway after eating , I wanted to psycho my dad into buying some t-shirts for me , after seeing the price , I diverted his attention to buying my school bag which I've been eying =3= He said he was going to buy for me before we came out . It's a $199 Crumpler limited edition bag pack . So after that we went to the Crumpler shop . He commented that the bag I want is for small kids . So in the end do you think he got buy the bag for me ? Find out as you continue reading ^^

Finally school reopened for us poly students x.x Actually I'm happy that school reopened , because my holiday have been very boring . I wanted to work but my laziness ruined my plans . But anyway I'm going to make sure I make full use of my future holidays . I didnt sleep at all after I woke up from my 15hours sleep on sunday at 9pm . I tried bringing myself to sleep at 4am lying on the bed however at around 6am I've decided to call someone to chat since I seriously couldn't sleep =3= Even tho I was early , for the sake of eating breakfast , I was late for my first lesson of the semester by 34mins =x Don't learn from me yea , it's a bad example xP After all it's the first lesson , lesson ended quite early and we went to Kofu Canteen .

Look the stack of lecture notes we have =3= Comparing the size of the bag to the amount of lecture notes we have . Hahas . Anthony and I went to buy Each a Cup bubble tea for everyone and along the way I bought Sashimi Sushi =) I didn't sleep for the whole of Macroeconomics lesson =) Lesson ended very early and we went to Grassroot to play pool . We had 3 hours break . I didnt really played , went to The Naked Fish Shoppe and had chicken cutlet , wasn't that delightful , but the Mocca ice cream is nice . At around 3pm went back to school to attend Principle of Marketing . Only managed to pay attention for the first 30mins , after that I just doze off , I couldn't take it anymore =3= At least I tried to pay attention . After that took MRT home , and I was dead beat when I reached home that I fell asleep while chatting with my airen . Woke up at 11pm+ and ate KFC :D Then was reading up on Macroeconomics until 12+ I use the com , and then I suddenly thought of watching the 2nd season of Fringe ! Oh my god I love that show to the max ! After that decided to do Macroeconomics tutorial . Heh , quite incredible , but well I have to make doing tutorial a habit , it's beneficial definitely to me . Slept at around 5am . Wonder if it's a dream or what , I felt that my whole body was paralysed that I couldn't move at all ! It was so real , everything have been so real , especially rhe reality ..

Anyway look ! My limited edition crumpler bag xD Yep , my dad did buy it for me , and I'm loving it so much , that I carry it with me everywhere xD Today met up with Kelvin and went to school together =) Bought Egg McMuffin for breakfast . Haiz why do I have gastric T.T But it's ok , this shows that I haven't been treating my own body well . Hehs , sorry my body , I'll take real good care of you yea ? I'll try xD I was early for class today , reached at 9:50am+ when lesson starts at 10:10am . Microsoft Access seems easy to me so far , hopefully it doesn't get complicated =3= Statistic lecture was nice too . But I super dislike this Macroeconomics tutor , at least I'm not the only one feeling this way , and I specially went to do my tutorial yet you didn't even go through anything =3= What a waste of time . It's ok , I do tutorial it's for my own benefit , not because I wanna please you or what . Overall conclusion : I want to work , I think it's better for me to work and study at the same time , even though it may be tough , but I've gone through such life anyway .

PS : I'm not an irresponsible person , it's fine if you all tease me on being "fired" I'm not angry , I can take this joke , I just wanna say I did carry out my responsibilities to assign grouping and allocate work . Serve me right for loving someone I shouldn't love , that everything became like this . It's all right , I will work hard , for my very own sake . If we cannot be together , there's nothing I can do , so what if I really love you a lot , I still have to live on ..

Baobei is back =D

Baobei : Awww , so bored .. Nothing to do ..

Baobei : *Switches on the computer and read Charles' blog*

Baobei : *Reading in process..*

Belle : It's lunch time ! *Brings in some nasty food and switches off the monitor*
Baobei : What the dog ?!

Baobei : Hey I want to read Charles' blog !
Belle : Nono Baobei eat first before you do anything else .
Baobei : *Stunned looking at the nasty meals*

Belle : Come Baobei mum mum first later mummy switch on the monitor =)
Baobei : Bleahx

Baobei : *Eats* Switch on the monitor now !
Belle : Alright Baobei
Baobei : Yays !

Baobei : I love reading Charles' blog , remember to visit it often yea ? ^^

To the Anoymous coward , look even dogs are cuter than you by an infinity times please , save your disgrace and shamelessness and do some reflections =3=


Hope everyone enjoyed Baobei's short story :D What's with the McDonalds' paper bag ? Hehs , remember I asked you all to guess where I stored the strawberry chocolates I'm giving for present in ? I stored it in this paper bag ! Sorry Chin Kiang hope you don't mind yea ? I really don't have any other containers x.x Well went for steamboat buffet yesterday , to celebrate Chin Kiang and Marcus' birthday ? Well I don't know if that objective is achieved , but I had a great time . Hope everytime feels the same too ^^ After eating steamboat buffet , I brought everyone to Ang Mo Kio West Park for a night walk :D Throughout the journey it was really fun , people scaring or scaring people ? Hahas , we chatted , somehow sang and dance ? and there wasn't much people , we can simply do and say everything we want xP After that everyone took bus home , while Kelvin , Kenneth and I alighted at Punggol Park . We had quite a long chat , and I thought about some things xD After that we started walking home at 12am , while I asked my di out =)


Good thing I was procrastinating , or else I'd have been waiting alone in Punggol Park x.x Didi was playing the swing . and I didn't spoil your moriji keychain , I picked it up from the floor and I was accused of spoiling it =( Went to some nearby coffeeshop to eat supper , was watching football match as well =x After that slacked at the playground , played the dunno what turn around thingy and I fell down onto the floor x.x Felt so tired . After that went back to the park and saw cats =) The first one has big eyes , and I love it . To some extend it was aggresive , it kept attempting to scratch didi . Maybe it has got sensitivity towards others like me xP Then we went on to another cat , it likes me more too =x Seems like a lonely cat which kept going from one place to another to flirt against with objects like how cats flirt with their owner . Maybe it used to have an owner ? Poor cat . After that went to the bench and sat down . There were so many stars in the sky . Maybe one day when I die , I'll be up high above in the sky , watching upon you , guiding you . Even if we couldn't be together , I really hope that you'll really be happy out there , no matter what you do .. At around 3am then we decided to go home . Thanks didi for accompanying me despite you having exams . When I reached home , I was amazed and over the moon that I actually bought AuditionSEA Free Channel 1 O.O Wow I didn't believe my own eyes . I merely just log in and waited for a few seconds and I actually bought Free Channel 1 . I'm so proud of myself xD Helped to earn fam point until around 7am when I fell asleep . I wonder why am I still helping to earn fam point when I'm being treated like this =3= and I woke up at 6pm today , realising that I didnt get disconnected from audition , which is like so rare ?


Anyway , the other time I went to Manpuku , I ate this fish which really tasted very nice in the first few bites , but soon I realise that the fish is full of bones ! Yucks . So troublesome , I'd have to pull out the skin , pluck out that whole long area of bones ! and I think that fish actually turned my tongue saltish , that it felt so weird when I drink my peach soda x.x Hahas . That's all for today's post , takecares everyone =)